empty

I've always thought of having my own world with myself. A shelter where I can customize everything, it is not that I don't have enough in reality, but for a reason that only God and I could understand my feelings.

Yeah, I'm one of those "crazy-emo" (not insane). I'm living in a shelter called house but not home. I'm a poor clumsy bastard who want to own a sanctuary, an empty place where I can be with myself. I'm very tired of being in a house where everything is your fault, where your side is unheard and where you can't see the real meaning of love.

I don't hate them, but I hate myself, for being an awkward and for being a fool because I can't even correct simple things. Oh, and include everything that I do that look insufficient to fulfill their efforts.

I'm planning to leave, for good, I want go with my own way. I have to left this house so they could have the "happily ever after" title.

I know, I'm so stupid to think of this but, no, I don't want to be consider as another heavy bag on their backs.

 I think I really have to live on my own. XD